Once in a while I want something specific, something to make life at home a bit simpler and therefore more enjoyable. But ever single time I think something should be possible, I found that no one (except some commercial companies) has created that which I seek. Continue reading
shusen.net as a weblog is now officially on a hiatus. I don’t know when (or even if) it will return.
There are several reasons, one of them is that I can’t find the willpower/energy to write about my own life. I don’t mind sharing, but I like sharing best on a one to one situation. If you’re interested in my life, mail, sms, call me.
I’ll be around, enough ideas that are slowly getting to the stage where I can start them, and my life certainly isn’t boring. But this weblog will just be filler until I’ve come up with something better, something I really like to fill it with.
Signing off.
During the day, while driving my car, or while working, I have the most profound insights in humanity or my own life. But when I sit down to write about them, I’ve lost them all. Must be the story of my life, but how can I reach greatness when I’ve forgotten all I need to know before I can use it?
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Another month has passed, although I haven’t really noticed it. Time is sort of wizzing by at the moment. So many things going on, projects I’m working on, helping people, getting help, figuring things out, and so forth.
People are strange, time and time again I get reminded of this fact. Everyone is a unique individual, but a lot of traits are being shared by big groups of people. So we are both individual and part of something bigger.
I’ve changed a lot in the last year, most of it since last summer. Not everything went perfect, but it doesn’t need to be perfect to be really good.
Sitting in the train back from Amsterdam. Where I’ve been to a photo exposition of a photographer I know. Overthinking my life, using my laptop and a mobile internet connection to write and send some emails. Being nerdy, but also making ‘efficient’ use of time that would otherwise be wasted.
I’ve been thinking, something I’ve been doing a lot lately, about why I do certain things the way I do them. And the preliminary conclusions show something that I’m not really proud of.
Well, things are turning out way differently then expected. Not all in a good way, but most of them aren’t bad perse.
Criticism is something I still have trouble handling, but I am getting better at it. And, sort of a miracle, I’m getting compliments as well, and believing them. Whoo for me, this might actually be working 
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